everything

life....
Its been a long year
alot as happened
what has happened
This is not what I planned
wow
Its been forever since my last post
I'm sure I've been forgotten
Why am I een bothering
typing that which no one will ever read
time
It always seems endless
yet there never seems to be enough
How can i explain how I feel
How can I put it all into words
worth
I sit here typing this
wondering before each word
what the point, whats the meaning,
why

I feel alone, even when surrounded I feel alone, yet I still have this need to be around people, but why, I still feel....alone