promise

yeah well I promised I'd post something up hear... I think shes the only one who is going to be reading it.... but oh well I promised so.. yeah.
I had a track meet today, discus and half mile. I placed in both events, (as a sophmore I might add) I threw 90 feet in discuss, and got a 2:19 in the 800 meter (1/2mile). thats a new personal record in discus (and the second best throw of the entire team this year), but it only got 6th place. I got fourth in the 800, with both of these events I got 5 points for the team, and considering we only got 85 points, thats not to shabby.
May is so busy, I'm surprised i find time to breath. I miss my phone right now, I wonder when I'll get it back. yeah I can't wait till summer....when hopefully I'll have a job, but with or without a job I'll still have more free time. next year is going to be even busier this time of year, maybe it was stupid to run for student counsl treasure. I'm kinda rambling on at this point so yeah I hope this makes you happy.

life
its a giant puzzel
what will mine look like when I'm done
will it be a complex whirl of colors,
a beautiful work of art,
mabey a dull picture
wl it blend in, will Ilose a piece
mabey it will be in shambles
never completed

right now my life is at a high point. busy complicated but all in all pretty awsome.

everything

life....
Its been a long year
alot as happened
what has happened
This is not what I planned
wow
Its been forever since my last post
I'm sure I've been forgotten
Why am I een bothering
typing that which no one will ever read
time
It always seems endless
yet there never seems to be enough
How can i explain how I feel
How can I put it all into words
worth
I sit here typing this
wondering before each word
what the point, whats the meaning,
why

I feel alone, even when surrounded I feel alone, yet I still have this need to be around people, but why, I still feel....alone

track is over here ae my pr's (personal records) discus 66 feet shot pu 26 feet, 200 meter 29.7
school is almost over 4 finals left can't wait for the pool to open.

well my track meet was rescheduled just like the last one, to a day I can't go if I miss another play practice bridget will have my head so yeah again I can't go to the meet........ on the bright side I got no school tommorow.

I got up at six thirty today to go to jazz band practice.... and guess what Mr. Gordan (i probally spelled that wrong) didn't feel like telling me he cancled jazz band for no reason, and to top it off the track meet is probally going to be post poned..............again.

yesterday soccer season started so I refereed ..... it was cold .....it was boring ..... But I got 52 dolars so it was worth the 5 hours of not feeling my toes, nose, fingers, or knees

Ok I am way behind so heres a quick versionWe celebrated my dads b-day awhile back (used a leaf blower to blow out candles since he is not here) got really sick for 4 days went to one of my best friends house monday of spring break and played our nerdy hero scape game non stop (came in second the winner was a guy who made an impossible mountain fortress) went airsofting wensday of spring break had fun sniped daniel out of a tree, went to grand parents the rest of break now tracks started and I'm running the 400, 200 and throwing discus

I had a Choir/band thing today, and we got a 1 in every thing I was in including my solo so I'm really happy

well I went to jumper and it was pretty good but other thatn that I'm bored and yeah I'm sad because my dads eaving tomorrow at 8:00 but on the bright side I'll stay in touch through blogging.

yesterday I got up at 4 and went to school and got back from our field trip (i'll have pictures soon) at 9 then I went to my youth group lock in and didn't sleep at all zzzzzzzzzzzz.

I was sick this week but now I'm better i'm a bit sad though cuz I might miss play practice for a school thing

I'm out of school nad whats even better than that is we got a new computer and I got a new camera so I will be alot more active

for reasons I'm tired of explaning I was able to take a improv class last night and it was awsome I wish I took that class.

well I've been loocking at camera, and they are expensive, but I'm still gonna get one really soon. I think I found the one I want.